Tonight I forgive myself for holding on too long to what no longer serves me.
I forgive myself for fearing to grow bigger than my censoring ego can criticize, to shine so bright that I cannot be stopped by doubts.
I forgive myself for wishing to keep myself small and invisible rather than to walk with my radiance revealed.
I forgive myself for believing anyone else's opinions over my own judgment.
I forgive myself for placing the happiness of others before my own, and choosing what does not serve me in an attempt to make others feel special.
I forgive myself for seeking approval from others, because I did not approve of myself.
I forgive myself for a deep-seated belief that 'I must be doing something wrong,'or that 'I'm not good enough.'
I forgive myself for acting out of desperate fear and hurting others.
I forgive myself for staying disconnected rather than listening to the hard truths of friendship.
I forgive myself for filling my mind with worry and doutbt instead of peaceful solitude.
I forgive myself for remaining tense and alert when there are no longer stressful stimuli.
I forgive myself for undoing knots with my left hand even as I tie them with my right.
I forgive myself for tying knots with my right hand even as I undo them with my left.
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